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A new chance? [Feb. 1st, 2006|11:15 am]
[mood |indescribableindescribable]

I know it's bad of me, but I've already found someone new. Someone that I think I love.

We met only yesterday, before the party, then went to the party together. I guess we left early, I don't really know what time it was. But we ended up back at my cabin. And it was an amazing night.

Waking up with my new sweetheart beside me was a treat this morning. It was nice to not be alone, and even more nice to have a warm, cuddly David beside me.

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(no subject) [Dec. 25th, 2005|10:08 pm]
[mood |depresseddepressed]

Well, it's over.

We decided that it's for the good of both of us.

But I swear, Clay, you will always be on my mind. You were the love of my life. But I promise, for you, I won't let this get me down. I hope you don't, either.
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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2005|09:29 am]
[mood |determineddetermined]

It feels like Clay and I are drifting apart. It's like we always fight. But I'm not ready to let go of this. I love him way too much to just say goodbye. I'm going to try as hard as I can to make sure that I don't screw up again.

Clay, I love you. Please, don't ever forget that. You know that I'd die without you.
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It`s a good day when... [Aug. 6th, 2005|08:48 pm]
[mood |peacefulAt ease...]

...Clay skips the staff meeting to be with me. :)

And what an amazing time we had. For all of your sakes, I`ll spare you the details, but wow indeed.

You know, thinking about it, he`s just so great to hold. It`s wonderful to be with him. I really, really appreciate all of the time we spent together.

We got into a fight yesterday, and it was almost the end of us. It`s horrible when we fight. I guess it`s okay though, because we worked everything out. And now, I`m even more excited for the wedding! It just goes to show you how much we really love each other.
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Dancing in the rain [Jul. 31st, 2005|06:13 pm]
[mood |lovedloved]

Everything always seems so great and sweet and romantic and PERFECT with Clay. It's like no matter what happens, he's always so wonderful. Everything in his life can be going wrong, and with a little comfort, he's back to my perfect finacee.

The other day I went to see him while it was raining, and I dragged him outside. We danced in the pouring rain, and he sang to me. He made me cry, for fuck's sake. I love you, baby.
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I've got the BEST news! [Jul. 14th, 2005|08:40 pm]
[mood |giddyIn Love!]

I can't believe this is finally happening. I mean, sure, we've talked about it a few times, but I never thought it would actually happen.

Clay and I are now officially engaged, as of this morning!

Honestly, I don't think I've ever been so happy in my life. He's perfect for me. He's everything that I could ever wish for. Sometimes I'm not even really sure if I deserve him at all! Either way, today is the beginning of the wonderful life that I've got ahead of me.

Thank you, Clay, for being so great to me. I coudn't ask for more.
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^ - ^ So happy! [Jun. 15th, 2005|06:38 pm]
[mood |gratefulgrateful]

It's nice having such a sweet guy as Clay around. I always feel so happy when I talk to him! I'm so glad that I met him...I don't think that life at camp would be the same without him.
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Can't believe I asked! [May. 10th, 2005|01:33 pm]
[mood |nervousnervous]
[music |Inside Out - Eve6]

While talking to Clay, I finally asked the question that was on my mind since I first saw him. I asked if counselors were allowed dating campers. God, I hope this goes alright...
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A new friend... [May. 9th, 2005|08:39 pm]
[mood |flirtyflirty]

So, it's my first day at camp, and I've just walked in. Guess who I meet. Clay Aiken, who is...amazing. It's great that we got to talk, I'm really happy that I've already met someone who I can call a friend. To tell the honest truth...I think he's kinda cute...I can't stop wondering what he thinks of me. So much for coming to see Brad.
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